Discouraged

So lately, really as of today, I am feeling really discouraged. I feel so unhappy with my body right now, my love life is borderline non existant and I'm unemployed. And it's not for lack of trying on all of those things. I have been going to the gym at least 5 days a week and working out for 45 minutes to an hour and eating better. I don't even want to go into my lack of love life and the unemployed thing....I'm trying. I have been putting myself out there as much as I can. I think really whats getting to me is my self image. I felt like I had maybe lost some weight this past week until I put on a pair of pants, that is when I realized I may have actually gained weight. I'm so disappointed. I want to look good for my cousin's wedding in July and I feel like I'm not. Oh well. I am going to try to remain positive and just keep working for that goal and I know I have my heavenly Father to rely on as well. That is encouraging, because I know he won't let me fall to far, be alone, and he knows how truly beautiful I am. I need to be better at remembering that.